I was fed up with life under a constant observance of the CCTV camera that was above an outside right post my first floor flat. When I got really told the police the burglar couldn 't access the tapes, but you' ll believes in the video using the camera just directed me to the police more than once when I was in my own plane!. Your weapon of NOW! … For 'crimes police' thinking; I took following my video of the Berlin Wall. but I like it so much I thought I 'd write it here as much summarizes what I'm thinking now …. The Berlin Wall in in '89 were broken into two in an avalanche of tiny pieces to pieces …. Felt that this was' history in the making 'and something that shows that watch on TV, I wanted a front row seat. As my friend Ben and I decided to drive to Berlin in old Renault that almost didn 't you do, That Christmas we gave out small pieces of the Berlin Wall, symbol of us thought it was naive of freedom from totalitarianism, … When we could not have anticipated that the 'global tiptoe' totalitarian; take 'baby steps' towards the domination of the media, money, resources, the armed forces, and our freedom of expression. And you look at the propaganda on the BBC 24 'terrorists', every day thinking of some new way of giving a shock …… humiliate you with tazers and give an electric shock batons and counterfeiting of 'terrorist siege,' You know that the enemy is not Islam or Iraq and these poor people are abused and oppressed all people just like you and ….. We are all equal, and all we can to divide us, to pigeon hole us, to marginalize them in the root is just another attempt to control for the technique of the historical divide and rule. Personally I want out. I want the whole mess out of the lifting of all the noise and push the hideous screech dirty and images that are burned into my brain with the media, the drooling and spitting mouthpiece of this "hateful, hating people 'machine . And so I 'VE escaped my TV, and I' m making a new life to hand the day at a time. Despite this huge lie that deep down I know is false. While not feel damaged, hurt or offend anyone can do what I like with my life, I feel that we are essentially all the same, almost all of us I'm loving gentle people, but at some level some of us are in shock This I do some of us act in a manner that is not our natural state, a reaction that I want people who possess and control us just don 't need to fight these people that just need warm out. This is what I am trying to do. loads of love to you, James.